I got a new xanga, using that one instead

www.xanga.com/bloodxonxmyxlips

LATER!

Currently Playing Distant By Sarge see related

- Time after Time

Oooooooober (with extra o's) boredom.

Kayt asked a question... where did I get my "awesome" layouts....

www.createblog.com

That's where. They have some REEEAAAALLY awesome ones. They have this xanga skin that I wanted soooooooooooo bad!! It's Angelina Jolie *favorite actress* and it says "Devour" and she has blood coming from her mouth. Tis awesomeness.

Meh... I don't recommend those Cottage Cheese Doubles things. With the cottage cheese on one side and the fruit on the other. I just ate one and it was icky. Cottage cheese=yummy. Cottage cheese with fruit=yucky.

I was up really late last night. Til like 3am ish. I'm tired. I woke up about half an hour ago and its 11am. So meh. My dad is outside doing yard work and his girlfriend, Rose, is in here with me except on her computer.

I'm done I think. Not much to talk about.

-Sair.

Currently Playing whitechocolatespaceegg By Liz Phair see related

O my goodness. Yet again I changed my layout. Now I got this awesome one with the rose. I am on speaking terms with Kayt again. We talked a lot and I think things are a little better between us. I never hated her, I mean... I can't. No matter how mad I get... I've known her my whole life and you can't just hate someone that you've known that long. Ya  know?

Kayt, you know I love you.

And I'm uber tired, but the Carl is having "girl troubles" with Jessie, so he's gonna call me later. I don't talk to him enough anymore. I know all that crap happened between us and I thought he was pure evil for a while, but I still care about that boy in a proportion that is unthinkable and I don't want him to be upset.

And no, I'm not "in love" with him anymore.

I guess that's it. Bye.

-Sair.

Currently Playing Fever To Tell By Yeah Yeah Yeahs see related

- Tick (BEST SONG ON THE CD)

Welp, I talked on the phone with Bonnie last night. And her friend Matt. That as fun. Those two sound like an old married couple when they talk to each other. There's like sarcasticness and bickering and all that fun stuff. They must come up to Pennsylvania to come visit me someday. I miss Bonnie!!! She's like, one of my bestestest friends in the whole wide world!!! But yeah. I'm going to my dad's house in New Jersey today. What joy. I hate driving over there. He's like a non-stop lecturing machine. He goes on and on and on about how I should be in school. Well father... I am in school. Just not physically. I have that tutor thing who comes 3 days a week and teaches me the stuff we're doing in class. SO THERE. Then he goes on about how my sister is inconsiderate (which she is). Well, my sister doesn't have to see my dad. Because she is over the age of 18... she's 30 to be exact. Almost 31. I have no clue what we're doing this weekend. I want to see Van Huelsing, but when I asked my dad if we could go to the movies where he lives when he called me yesterday, he said "It takes a lot of convincing to get us to go to the movies these days because they raised the price to $10 a person." Then he goes, "So by the end of the night, its like $50 for 3 people." (which is the number of people at my dad's when I'm there... him, his gf and me.) First of all... it would only be like, $30 if he didn't buy popcorn, soda, and candy. I told him to just sneak candy in, that's what I do... but nooooo. He doesn't want to. And I say "Well, how about you just don't have any popcorn or soda?" and he says, "Well, because that takes the way the fun of going to the movies." Umm... my dad is messed up in the head, plus he's older than most 16 year old's dads. He just turned 53 this month. And what bothers me is he tells me every little detail of the agreements and legal things going on in the divorce. I don't want to know that stuff. Like we're getting my dad's Cadilac. He told me that sometime last year. The details aren't really worked out yet, but my mom didn't even mention the whole us getting the Caddy until I blurted it out "WHEN ARE WE GETTING THE CADDY?"

Now I'm rambling. But don't worry, I'll spare you from my annoying babble about my parent's divorce crap.

EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO THE YEAH YEAH YEAHS. They are awesome.

-Sair.

I give up. Nothing goes right for me. Why must I torture myself like this?

I should just give up all together because I know that nothing is ever going to happen. Bonnie knows what this nonsense I'm speaking of is. She's the only one I'll talk to about it.

I guess I'll go. I'm gonna post pics on here in a few.

-Sair.